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学问中便是正事。此刻于小事上用学问一提，那小事越发作高一层了。不拿学问提着，便都流入市俗去了。

Learning, in essence, is the right thing to do. When we apply learning even to minor matters, those minor matters become elevated. Without the guidance of learning, everything would degenerate into vulgarity.

Bye Year2024

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Today marks the beginning of 2025. Reflecting on 2024, it was a year filled with challenges for me. Whether in scientific research, emotional life, economic pressures, or interpersonal relationships and self-regulation, I faced numerous difficulties that often left me feeling exhausted. At times, I lamented the lack of recognition and support, despite my significant efforts which seemed to yield limited results. However, I take solace in the fact that these experiences have made me stronger and more resilient. While I may keep my vulnerabilities hidden, my outer resolve has grown increasingly robust. Regardless of the outcome, I will approach the uncertain future calmly, striving to be more knowledgeable and resilient each day.

Submitted All My PhD Applicatons

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Thanks for all the professors and students who helped and guided me these years, the DB rersearch is too hard compared to AI. But I think I’m gradually used to it! And willing to contribute to this area in my future PhD life.

Overcame the M3!!!

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I once thought “M3” only referred to Apple’s chip series, or a kind of beef quality, never imagining it was also a type of leukemia. I used part of my living expenses to help cover the exorbitant cost of my boyfriend’s treatment, but as the bills piled up and his condition showed no improvement, I felt utterly helpless. At times I found myself on the rooftop, silently crying as the sun set over Los Angeles and sank into the horizon. To save money, I limited myself to one formal meal a day at the campus dining hall, and the weight I lost was a visible testament to the strain. Most of my monthly TA salary was sent back to him, each time the US Dollar was appreciated, it brought a small but meaningful sense of relief, helping to alleviate the financial strain. How long haven’t I go out for fun? I just couldn’t remember, even someone can say they don’t care about money, but when the situation is really bad, money is just like your god, even the least holy type. I came to fully grasp the harshness and weight of reality, understanding for the first time the true meaning of “scraping together every silver coin.” Like a Chinese song 《半生已过》（Half of My Life has past）by 张良 (Liang Zhang),”都说碎银解千愁，奈何碎银最难求。如若故里可安生，谁愿异乡寒水流。”

First Version of Paper Finished!

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Finished my first version of paper! Hope it could be submitted and admitted by SIGMOD.

Really Hard to do Independent Research

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It’s unbelievable I have ran Weights & Bias for more than 400 times in my research paper. And there are also many local runs haven’t been counted in this. Group work is easier and more efficient, but I think independent research can train a person and get a whole picture of the research procedures.